Hi A-hole 

It's always like an uphill climb, whether or not you are supposed to do it 

In the clouds

I'm in the clouds today. For Metaphysical and physical reasons. Metphysically, I'm sober toda and sitting in a bitchin coffeehouse in Boulder Creek. I've been with my Dad for the last couple of dyas at a Men's Retreat and its been really good for my "State", Physically I feel great about some stuff thats gone on too. It's Metaphysically wrong on one level, but Metaphysically right on anotgher. It's full of yin and yang in a million indescibable ways, but I'm glad.

Someone else feels this way too probably. I would guess a sad mixture of elation and guilt. A little more than trapped but a little less than captive. I feel that way a little too. I hope that person feels good though. i hope that person goes "Wow...now what?"

Need another reason to sober up?

Back in June I got to meet Kasim Sulton who played Bass in Utopia and still plays with Todd Rundgren and Meat Loaf amongst others.I met him at Summerfest in Milwaukee. Being the total A-Hole I am, I thought it would be really smart to be totally wasted when I got to meet one of my boyhood idols. I'm not sure what I said, but I can guess it was incoherant and I'm pretty confident I smelled like a liquor store.

Reason # 456

wha?...maybe its time to quit drinking

This was taken at the place I used to live with my soon to be ex wife and kids. I think it's right before I left the didgtal camera on the floor and stepped on it. That would be ruined camera #2. You can clearly see the joy in my face, and the happiness I exuded in my state.

Dude, reason # 671

Here we go

Well howdy and welcome to my Blog. I'm brand new at this and I hope that if anyone actually reads it they enjoy it.