Hello Hurt

Ugh....so it just did not all work out in the end.

So In love with this person, so desperately and madly in love. And then, the bubble bursts.Poof.....

I just totally fucking dont get it. I get the "why" on a practical level but on a cosmic level, its just unfathomable. It felt like it was everything it should be and now its full of doubt and regret. What was eletion and joy and a sense of belonging is now a feeling of uselessness, sorrow and rejection.

And all it would have taken was faith that the right thing would have happened.

Or not...........